i realised i keep blogging nowadays
not that anyone reads this
but its easier to type it out than to write in my diary
so yeah
o wells
ystd
i bought chocolates
as i ate them i walked ard engin block
i wanted to walk
keep my mind off stuff
i walked ard to find pretty scenery to look at
in hope that they wld cheer me up
just sitting there
feeling the wind
made me feel slightly better la
i cld be better i guess
but this is fine
i'm alright
o wells
darrel asked me last nite, what do i want for my bdae
really thinking about it
i dun want anything material
i just want to be able to spend time with the ppl i love on my bdae
but somehow
even something as simple as that seems kinda unlikely and impossible to happen
sighs
but o wells
nevermind la
i'll live
i will stop sulking ard
stop crying myself to sleep
crying so much is unhealthy
so i will stop.
i promise
its a promise i make to myself
i've stopped crying in front of others
now its time to stop crying when i'm all alone.